Friday, June 24, 2005 11:57 AM
Wowee. Believe or not, I'm starting to blog again. Whop-dee-doo. Lolx. Feel so sarcastic.
Can someone plz tell me why I'm starting to feel so depressed? Here I am, sitting on my computer chair, with my chinese homework, unable to do it, and I feel unhappy. I wonder why. I feel like calling my best friend and talking, but the thing I do not know what to say. My best friend, right, I have six, and i'm grateful for that.
My brother introduced me to some new and really cool quizzes on quizilla.com last week. Most of the quizzes I tried gave the fact that I'm a depressed person who hides my emotions and walks around lonely. Huh. I like lonely. Lonely is good. Lonely allows you to 'talk' to yourself and think things over without somebody else butting in. To think I'm that 'strong, fierce' people think, maybe I am, maybe I'm not.
I feel unwell. I don't feel like going back to school, yet I'd prefer to go back. I want to go out ALONE, maybe sit in StarBucks and write some depressing poetry, yet my mum won't let me. I don't blame her, it is all right to fear for safety is this cruel world that we live in.
I got three hours to finish two reports - Sounds simple? My brain isn't thinking chinese right now.
