God has interesting ways of pointing things out to me.
Tonight's Urban Life was mind-blowing. I miss UL5. It was so good to have UL5 and UL31 in the same room, worshipping God together. Pastor Matt did say there is strength in numbers, and really, the presence of God ushered in was so powerful there.
Scott spoke about Joseph, and how Joseph stood strong in his faith in response to many things that confronted him and tempted him. The question is, 'How will you stand when you go back?'
Just to sidetrack, recently, with all the scheduled catch-ups and combined UrbanLife happening this week, the enemy has been really dragging my mood down, knowing that I am to receive and share much during these catch ups. Hence I wake up in the morning feeling cranky for no reason; I have thoughts that the enemy plants in my head that criticise myself and think badly about people or things around me.
Today I fought the enemy and said, 'Stop'. I identified that it was the enemy's fault and told him to 'stop'. At urban life, Scott said to surrender whatever sin you have to God, that you need not carry the burden as you go back home - So I lifted my hands and prayed for God to rid me of it. Rid me of the negative thinking. Gone, in Jesus' name. And I felt this uplift in my spirit and a shift in the supernatural. Wow. It was an amazing feeling. =D
Then Sharon prayed for me, and everything she said was what I wanted to go to God in prayer about. (1) To not take forgranted my Daddy God and my walk with Him when I'm back home in Singapore, and (2) To stop criticising myself and deeming myself as not good enough. She prayed for exactly those, and I burst into tears. God is amazing; God listens, and God is faithful =) Thank you Sharon! We'll catch up soon! Love love <3
Shiyou prayed for me after that. I love Shiyou; she's been taking care of me since day 1, and she continues to watch over my spiritual growth even now. Step Up, and go for more; there's so much more that God has in store for me. That's what Shiyou said. 'Tis true. that's what God has been telling me too. Thank you shiyou. Love you <3.
I will conquer Physics. By God's grace, I will conquer physics! =D