So God challenged me to fast something last saturday till after the showcase. The most difficult fast I have ever done.
And of course within the next 2 days (including today), I was already struggling. It seemed the very thing I had to fast from was the one thing that keeps coming back to attack me. This morning was really painful; I was on the brink of stress explosion. Then God later showed me that when I cry out to Him (which mind you, I really did, sitting in my bedroom), that He will hear me and will answer me in His own way.
So now I said, "ENEMY, YOUR REQUEST HAS BEEN DENIED. AND ANY FURTHER REQUEST IS GOING TO WON'T EVEN COME NEAR ME FOR ME TO EVEN HEAR OR THINK. And even if they do penetrate my thoughts, I'MMA FIGHT THEM BACK AND STEP ON THEM TILL YOU GO AWAY."
It's going to be a hard two weeks. First paper tomorrow. Happy Birthday to Stacey Goh Ming Hui, bestest twinnie friend in the world!
Can't wait for showcase. The pieces are short and we do not have extremely WOW stuff throughout the pieces, like the kind you see in a competition with either Philippines All-Stars or Korea Gamblerz, but we really have some awesome God-given choreography. =D