Luke 2:52 - And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, in favor with God and with men.
I feel really bad for deserting my poor blog for the longest hiatus ever. Things have been really crazy and hectic, but I just had the most life-changing week ever this past week.
Planetshakers 20Ten conference was beyond words. Amazing, awesome, zomg-crazy-stuff... these don't even begin to describe what God did at the conference.
I feel refreshed. I feel like I've have been given so much great revelations. I feel like I've broken a lot of past bondages that tied me down. I feel like I've pushed past something into the even greater.
And I served for School of Creative Arts this year again. I made a bigger commitment with learning and performing more routines. And I loved it. Every minute of it. Even though I had to leave morning sessions early and miss out on the great words of God that the speakers were sharing, I felt like I gained something more in a different way.
So I thank God for the miracles and testimonies that have and are going to come out thanks to conference. I thank God for showing us (me definitely) what an amazing and loving God He is. I thank God for the visions and the relighting of passion in me.
No fear, no doubt, no looking back, no pulling in. During praise, on the first night that Bishop TD Jakes spoke, He told me, "I want you to just praise and stop looking down at your feet or the floor,"
Usually, with dance, if you keep looking at the floor, means you're uncertain of your steps, you don't want to face the audience; you're not confident. Despite knowing that, i asked Him, "Why?"
"Because I want you to not doubt the worship, passion and power in this talent that I have given you."
I'm so pumped for what more He's going to set me working on.
I will stay on the right side of the cross.
The time is now. The time is NOW.
I know who I am and I have nothing to hide. I ain't going to try to keep myself closed in even just a little bit anymore, because God knows me and wants me to walk in my fullest.
He has given me seeds. He wants me to sow seeds. He wants me to wait patiently on the seeds I've sown and tend to them wholeheartedly.
He wants me to breakthrough, to break free, to not slip back into the comfort zone behind the mask.
He wants me to commit to the work and ministry He has planned for me.
And by the way, can I just say that I have the most amazing UrbanLife ever? Love you guys! Big cheers to the guys who served throughout conference especially!
Oh, and I also must say, I find so much joy in meeting new people, making new friends, seeing their smiles and giving them hugs =)