I realize that as time passes, and I do the things I do, and live life walking with Jesus, guided by the Holy Spirit, and chasing after God - I get a real kick, a real joy out of the things I do.
Be it dance, studying, tutoring others, having catch-ups, leading an urbanlife, caring for others, calling new people... I feel the more I do it with a real sincerity and passion, the better I get at it and I get a real sense of joy. It's an awesome feeling, and it's kind of indescribable. Said for those days when I'm cranky from times-of-months and lack of sleep, I feel very happy.
Third year has been nothing short of chaotic - The content and workload are much heavier relative to second year. Yet by the grace of God I've been doing waaaay better than coping. All my weekly assignments have come back with good marks, all my midsems have gone well so far - while I'm basically studying or doing some form of uni work every day, I don't actually feel like I'm being stretched or swarmped. I feel good.
Life has really put before me a lot of doors of opportunities to take and I find myself really wanting to sit back and ask God, "Which one?"
I taught my first ministry dance workshop a few weeks back =) To the dance team at COC, they were so warm and welcoming and friendly. And even though I gave them something totally out of their comfort zone, they pushed themselves and we had heaps of fun. I love that. I love getting to share this passion and love of dance and at the same time sharing my passion and love for God. <3