[I have this really long post about my amazing 1st half of my midsem break that I wanna post up but I have yet to finish typing it. Oops]
Ps Sergio spoke at church today and man was he on fire! It was a message that many may not get, but it really struck a chord with me. He spoke about how God is looking for people with the hearts to be a rainmaker for him - Someone who stirs it up, burns the fire of God and stimulates growth in and out of the church.
Recently, I've been doing a lot of God dreaming. I've acted on the dream, and I can really see it happening. It's exciting and scary at the same time. There's been heaps of obstacles in the way, and yet in the midst of those troubles, I can still see the bigger picture. God keeps giving me downloads. I love it.
And me activating and acting on my dream has led others to activate/act on theirs. I'm amazed and freaked-out-in-a-good-way by the supernatural-ness of it all. How God's timing is perfect in all this.
Then one of my dreaming buddies told me yesterday how hers started with mine; with me asking her to partner our dreams together. And wow. Just wow, the result has been nothing short of so darn exciting cool.
I think to myself maybe that's my rainmaker duty - A dreamer who kickstarts other dreamers. I like that idea. So God, if that'd be your will, let me do my duty well.
So watch this space. Hopefully I can get what I want up by the end of this year. :)
I love the rawness of this piece. The real emotions that are carried in each step.